Lord, I’m Tired of Doing This, I Can’t Go On

Lord, I'm Tired of Doing This, I Can't Go On

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On our journey to “A Rich and Satisfying Life,” we must protect against burnout. It’s a real thing.

Burnout is a state of emotional, physical, and mental exhaustion caused by excessive and prolonged stress. It occurs when you feel overwhelmed, emotionally drained, and unable to meet constant demands as defined by HelpGuide.org 

Elijah – A Biblical Example

I believe the prophet Elijah experienced burnout. In the book of 1 Kings 17, he was directed to pray there would be no rain. This meant famine in the land, and led to all kinds of adventures such as being sustained by the Widow of Zarephath with the never-ending barrel of flour and cruse of oil. His prayers kept the rain at bay for three years ending with an epic confrontation of good and evil found in 1 Kings 18. Good won, and Elijah personally slayed 450 prophets of Baal. (I would have loved to see the fire fell in person, wouldn’t you?) Elijah  sought God for rain, and then running on foot, beat a chariot driving to another town before the showers came.

Whew! That was a day to end all days, and Elijah must have been bone-weary. Then word came from Jezebel, Queen of the land, that she was going to revenge the prophets of Baal by making sure Elijah died. He panicked and ran for his life.

When You Just Can’t Take Another Step

And here is why I think Elijah reached the point of burnout:

Then he went on alone into the wilderness, traveling all day. He sat down under a solitary broom tree and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, Lord,” he said. “Take my life, for I am no better than my ancestors who have already died.”

Then he lay down and slept under the broom tree. 

1 Kings 19:4-5a NLT

Sometimes when things look bleak, we can’t imagine going on. We want the journey to end. But Elijah just really needed rest. He needed sleep and food.

But as he was sleeping, an angel touched him and told him, “Get up and eat!” He looked around and there beside his head was some bread baked on hot stones and a jar of water! So he ate and drank and lay down again.

Then the angel of the Lord came again and touched him and said, “Get up and eat some more, or the journey ahead will be too much for you.”

So he got up and ate and drank, and the food gave him enough strength to travel forty days and forty nights to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God. There he came to a cave, where he spent the night.

1 Kings 19:5b-9 NLT

Wouldn’t you like to travel on that angel’s food? Where was Elijah going? He made the long journey to Mount Sinai because he just had to hear. The. Voice. Of. God.

It’s Not All Up to You

Read all of chapter 19 and you will realize Elijah did hear from God and was assured he was not alone.  There was a remnant still serving God and there was an assistant who would one day replace Elijah.

The kingdom didn’t rest on Elijah, and it doesn’t rest on us, either. Anytime we think our place of ministry, be it church-related or secular, must have us to function, we are wrong. God always has a plan. Nothing takes Him by surprise.

Give yourself a break. Rest in the knowledge He will guide you into His will for your life. If He leads you to step down from something, rest in the fact He will have an Elisha prepared for you. If He leads you to continue, He will strengthen you for the journey and give wisdom where needed.

Trust in an On-Time God

He will know the perfect time to show up and show out. You don’t have to worry. Remember the prayer He taught us. “Give us THIS DAY our daily bread.” He will provide what is needed for today, then tomorrow, He will do it again for His trusting ones.

Time to Just Be

As you may know, I’ve been on a journey to purge clutter, both physical and mental, from my life. And Elijah’s story makes me realize sometime I just need to sit down under a broom tree and rest.

What if we made a point to schedule a pocket of time to just do nothing but rest each day? What if we did that at least once a week – wait, we do have that on our calendars! It’s called Sunday.

My prayer is we all find time to just be. I think it would make for a satisfying existence.

Hey! I’m on a journey. I don’t pretend I’m doing all this perfectly. I’m sharing the goals and dreams I have in my heart in this series, “A Rich and Satisfying Life.”  This is my twenty-seventh post of examining a life free from the clutter of both wrong thoughts, attitudes, expectations, and too-full calendars, as well as physical clutter. You can click here to see all the links to the series.

This series is part of a Write28Days challenge sponsored by Anita Ojeda. The challenge is now over, but I am still working at the goal of writing 28 times on my subject.

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